Well, I am finally back for an entry.
Hasn't had any urge to blog lately, and i believe it's because of the several changes that happened to me recently, and because of these things, they had changed my perspective to certain things.
I have no more motivation into posting any entries and i have found better things to do then blogging.
Lets just say, I dont feel like blogging.

The emo side of me says that I am feeling really sad as I see how relationship sour,and how my life has changed in terms of schedule and social circle.
And I didn't want to post anymore emo posts, hence, I just ran away from it.
That explains why I didnt blog, because or else, they would all be emo posts.
You know, sometimes,avoiding a problem hurts lesser then dealing with it.
I am actually sparing a thought for myself, as well as you guys!

And the rational side of me says that i was busy with work,and with resting and rotting.
Work is still copeable, and i hasnt have got any complaints about that.
But it's tiring nonetheless, so, i have to rest, and i need to rot, so as to get myself recharged.
And sadly, rotting doesnt involve blogging, hence i didnt blog.

But didnt you guys notice that i didnt mention studying?
I am feeling all guilty thou.
Simply because i didnt study.
It's like, I am so easily procrastinate-able man, tht i can easily strike off studying in my to-do list when i just don't feel like doing it.
Yet, i do know of the importance of it, and i am fully aware that if i dont get my ass moving right now, i will probably retain this semester.
You know, i have so many to-do assignment left untouched.
And exams is exactly 1 month from now.
HOW?

And i realise that even despite ranting and complaining about how bad things are moving.
I aint doing anything about them.
Need to change ah!!!!!!!!
I am so ill-discipline can?
So sick of myself.
GRR!!!

So, my beloved friends.
Please, if i cant help myself, i need your help!
Motivate me!!!
Muahahaha, i know i am asking for the impossible.
Because anyone with the right mind will just tell me that if there's anyone that can help myself, that will be me.
But you know what, i realised that i study better in groups.
Although I am distracted most of the time, i do get serious and i do study.
And that's sooo much better then when i am alone studying, simply because that phrase doesnt really happens because i spend my time rotting and doing nothing productive when i am alone.
SO, do your get what i mean?

Another solution would be perhaps, i should do like what i did before.
Studying at mac and KFC every single day!
Ha...Dont be surprise to see me gaining 10kgs in one month!

Ok, so that's about it.
I would be glad to return with another entry if i can get my life back.
Or, any signs of things getting better.
Or or or, magically complete those untouched assignments that i have, let me turn clever and brings those time back.
Can someone just cast a spell or something? please? Beneficial spells that will benefit me i mean!
A genie that can grant me 3 wishes would be great too!
Overly obsessed with "Charmed"

Hahaha, last but not the least, stupid xuan hui made me do this, and i see no harm in doing it.=)

RULES OF THE GAME : Each player of the game starts off with ten weird things or habits or known facts about himself/herself. People who get tagged must write in their blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end the player must choose 8 people to be tagged and list them down. Do not Tag Back!


1) I blast my mp3 and sings out loud when i am alone, that includes when i am walking on the streets and risk myself being heard.(which i see no harm in doing so) obviously, i LOVE singing very much

2) I have said that i wanna lose weight for the past..8years.? As long as i can remember, I started saying that when I first received a critism from a random friend of my mom saying that i am fat(and cute,but that's not the point,furthermore, i know i am.ha), and till today,people still says that too. Well, sad to say, i really mean it when i say i wanna slim down but i never managed to furfil that promise because i am just plain lazy. There were times that i really put my heart into it, but obviously, they didnt last..And that reminds me of that kevin's joke that goes , me chanting that i wanna lose weight with the two drumstick both of my hands, taking a bite of each when i finish 1 sentence.

3) I think that i am cute because obviously, i am not handsome, so as to make me feel better of myself.HAHAHA

4) I love seeing and making other people laugh even to the expense of making a fool out of myself and acting stupid because their smile makes my day.

5) Yet other the other hand, i am easily hurt, but that only happens when the joke get back-fired or going overboard and people starts climbing on top of me and not appreciating what i am doing.

6) I used to love taiwan sauguages when i was young but i began hating it when i gradually grew up, because i find it disgusting as it reminds me of our male organ.
HAHAHA,

7) I dont start conversation on msn, sms, or even real life, i am much laid back because i am shy and have no courage into doing so because i am afriad of being rejected, which kinda of also means that, i care, but i just dont show it.

8) I have more close girls friends and close guys friends. and i believe that the reason behind that is because my greatest strength is to lend a very good pair of listening ears , and girls,being born as a active speaker, wouldnt mind sharing their problems with me and thats the reason that bonds us together, guys on the other hand, holds high of their pride and dignity and that even when they are having some issue, they would rather keep it to themselves. hence, they dont find my strength useful.ha.

9) I love telling lame,cold and racist jokes.
but sadly, i am not a very good joker,so most of the time, i am the only one laughing at my own jokes.

10) I have a dirty little secrets(which i finds it weird and embarassing to divulge) with regards to me, fearing the sight of blood and gore things.
Omg, you mean your didnt know that i gets paranoid easily by a small cut and fear the sight of someone's head getting chopped off?
And also, i find what's inside our body gross.
So, i am obviously, not a saddist.


People who are tagged: (Well..I carefully picked you out, so you better do it..no , i am not threathening you..haha,well, if you dont see your name here,it's proberbly because you have had been tagged by some other people before)
1) Kun
2) Wen jie
3) Chero
4) Claudia
5) Valer
6) kian hao
7) Rebecca
8) Shi min

By default, it's actually 6, but i changed it to 8.

But nonetheless, you shouldnt just think that you are just one of the 8 that i have chosen and hence thinks little about ignoring it!

So, just take it that, i am pleading you.hahaha

And of course, these.

楊宗緯-新不了情


This should buy me some time not to blog.

Cya.