I am tired.
Never ending due dates to be met.
And it's said that the workload that we are getting now is just a pinch.
It's that little, compared to what we will be getting in year 2.

Shitto, to think that i actually landed myself up in a design course.
There are simply no motivation to drive me moving.
On the contary, I actually feel discouraged when i look at my work pieces.

Have been slacking ever since the start of this term.
I skipped lectures, copied my assignments and daydreamed in class.
I evaluated myself this morning to see how much i have learnt.
The results, almost nothing.

I am just, kinda of busy lately.
And in order to acommadate work, studies and people.
I sacrificed my own personal time.
However, things just went haywired and now, i have crossed the boundaries and have not knowingly sacrificed some other times too.

I am totally booked this week, leaving out not even a single day for myself.
To pile up to that, i have a project to rush.


This is a hectic week and stressful week.
Yet when i was hoping to look for some encouragement, i found none.
Hmm..maybe i am just not used to this.
Just need time to adapt and to balance out well.

I just hope that next week will be a better week.
But then again, it's really time for me to do some catching up.
With my school works and some people.