Had a long chat wif wen jie ytd during lunch.
Talk abt BGR thing.
She was asking why am i not jioing girls or smth
Cos she had frens who was at age,spent their time jioing and discussing bout girls

Had been Stumbled and cannot realli express wat i truely felt.
Of cos la..i am Not a gay!.
Ha,but its jus tat the way i c things is different
I mean,ya,u haf e right 2 admire.
Poetry,painting or music.
But Girls?
The way they looked,dressed and figures.
I feel tat its rather intruding into their privacy yea?
U criticized,praise.
Tats being unfair..i thought.
Equality!
And i tink its wasting my time.
After u managed 2 stead wif a girl of ur "Dream" look.
But most of e times u hardly noe tat girl
And jus leads 2 another broken relationship.
U get hurt,waste ur money n time
For me,i will spend tat money and time on foods,cousins or outing wif frens.
Ha.And another thing,after both of ur broken up,will u still be frens?
Eg.How many divorced couples still continues 2 see each other after divorced?
Yea,Minority like those tat is sensible enuf tat Noe tat continue being 2gether is a waste of their time.
And those not sensible 1 tat treats marriage like a game?.
I wont wan or go into a relation tat i am not confident in.
Haha..I noe i not very thin.
But if i ever find a girl tat accepts the way i am.
Without her asking,i will lose weight!!tat is a definite motivation.
Love is a motivation.
Mother Teresa once said:"The greatest technology created on heaven n earth is Love!"
And of cos,if she loves me for the way i am,i will also wan the best for her.Logical?
Secondly,I tink tat appearance is next compared to the personality.
So i wont mind abt looks,den why would i go around looking at girls.
Although in reality,ppl judge u by the way u look.
Tats sad and unhealthy.
ha..speaking from experience
Anyway,i tink tat ur inner beauty reflects on ur outer,but ur outer may not reflect on ur inner.
Looks can be deceiving.
Thirdly,respect.
I respect them for the way they r.
I tink tat we r not showing respect by judging them from they way they look.
They r born wif it.
And its basic respect.

Ya..tats why ppl might find me weird why i am not anxious going into relationships
Even My cousin doubt me!LOL
Cos i tink its a burden.
I have heard about many failed relations.they r scary and a distraction.
I would rather spend the time loving my family,cousins and frens.

Haha,these r jus wat i feels,they can be wrong.
Srry if i offended any1.I am not self promoting or criticizing any1 either.
Different ppl have different pricipal,views.
They r jus mine.

So folks,dun ask me if i am a brokeback again okay?Haha.
maybe jus not as interested as ur onli.


Feel much better now.

Anyway,another thing i wanna share is dat i dun believe in persuation!
haha,and i dun ask ppl out.
Tats wat i found out.
Its either i wait for ppl 2 ask me out,or i dun go out..haha.
It takes lots of consideration n planning be4 i even ask some1 out.
Cos i sked of rejections.
Haa.
and i dun persuade,cos wat ever it is.If u have make up ur mind.
There's is no way i can change ur mind.
Maybe i will ask again n again.
For smth tat i tink its good for u.
But i wont.
Persuade u.
When it comes 2 smth wrong for u,i will gif advices.
Whether 2 follow it anot.
Its ur choice.
U shld have a mind of ur own.

Haha,c why i had been so sleepy lately?
I typed tis into my handphone whenever i cant slp.

Still got alot things.
Not suitable 2 blog them out.
but Jus my thoughts.
Its my blog,my thoughts

Signing off
Boon