Miserable.

My life in indeed in a mess..

Feeling so miserable everyday.
Cos i have kept a secret deep inside my heart.

Tried 2 numb myself,and buried it so deep tat i cant even c it
But its still there.
And its oways there

Its caused my life 2 be so miserable
No matter how hard i tried 2 hide it.
Its still there.

Haix,its the root of all my misery
It affects the decision i made
And the things i do.

No one noes bout it.
Not even my closest kins or frens

Looks like i am the onli person tat can save me out of this shit tat i gonna myself into.
No one would be able 2 help me..

Tis secret is the top secret in me.
Cant let in out.
Cos if i do,it will affect my terribly.

I finally noe how it feels to have a secret but can let it out,and share the burden wif other ppl
Its like stabbing a knife into my heart...

Signing off
Boon