So here i am.
Back to basics, and back to where I've started.

No longer see the need to build up anything, since it will all tumble down when time goes by.

Maybe, i am over-rating myself.
But yet, it could be also because this is the way it is.

Lets just live by the day.

I am feeling all frustrated, angry,disappointed, depressed yet confused with life, families,friends and most importantly, myself.
They just pile up with nothing done to surpress them.
Maybe, it's just part of growing up.

Now, I have myself to company.
For i know, the only one that's true to me, is myself.
And only I, am capable of pulling me out.
For everyone has a different side.
They don't worth my trust, and vice-versa.

The biggest mistake that i ever did, was to put others before me.