Life is just so unfair.
Or is it not?

There are people that are born with high metabolism rate.
They can eat all they want.
Yet,they remained slim.
But of course,researches shows that,these people,leads a short life.
Ok,fatter people also leads a short life.
So in a sense,its fair.
Let me lead a healthy life-style,and stop being envious to those who are born slim.

There are people who are born with high IQs that they can study so little,yet do so well in examinations.
Or they r those whom study alot,and became the top scholar,obtaining "Fame and glory".
But,this world does not revolves around only on IQ,there are also such thing call an EQ.
People with High IQ,are normally blessed with Low EQ.

There are people,who are born with a silver spoon
Since young,they are pampered and can have everything they want.
But,in reality,they can buy everything that they want,but they cant buy true relationships.
And these people are often more fragile then other people.
Remember,one of the 7 deadly sins is PRIDE.


They are people that are born with good looks.
Hmm..this reminds of me one of the motion on "The arena"airing every tuesday night,8.30am.
It goes something like"Good looks trumps over effort,people with good looks have a greater advantage then those who are hard-working"
Something like that.
And the conclusion?
Yes,people with good looks indeed,have a better headstart because first impression counts.
But in time to come,people who are hard-working and puts in more effort in their work are those who are more recognise.
So,let me admit to the fact that i am neither good-looking nor really hard-working.
Ahh..since i cant possibly change my looks,i can change my attitude.

Kun once told me that he has got a classmate,
You see,my cousin studys in a private school that offers a second chance to those who did not do well for their O's or N's level,
And the thing thats unique about that particular classmate is that,unlike other classmates that he have,that fellow dropped out of his school after sec 3.
And decided to take his O level in that private school.
Guess what,that guy used to study in Raffles institution,and the reason he dropped out is not because he did so badly that he is being forced to.
It is because he did not like the idea of a direct bus to Raffles JC,he wants to study in other JCs.
When I first heard about this,it strengthens my belief that life is unfair.
Does he know how many people wants to study in RJC?
Yet,they cant?
Why am I in a different situation compared to his?
He can choose study whatever he want,and reject such good offers?
But as I think further,i realised that we are in the same situation,but its our decision that differentiated us.
The similarity between us is that,we are forced into study in a school/course we dont want to,back then and now.
But he decides to drop out of school in order to study in a school he wants.
I am not saying that i am gonna drop out of my course so that i can study what i want.
Although i have the idea to retake my O's.
Still upon consideration.
But if i had chosen to work hard,throughout sec4.
I would had end up in the same situation as him.

And the conclusion is.
Life is never unfair to us.
Its us that makes life seems unfair.
We are often blinded by our enviousness to those others have,and failed to see what they dont have.
And we did not see what we have,that others dont,that makes us unique.
There are many sides to a story,its just which we chose to look it from.
At the end of the day,you make who you are,what you are.


I had made the decision,and i had asked myself whether had i done the correct one.
And whether is it what i wanted.
The answer is a No.
I regretted.
I hasnt been thinking right.
Why must i condemn?
Hasn't i did the same mistake before?
I dont wanna repeat the same mistake.
Like how i did to Sebastian.