Hmm..The posting results r out.
I Dint manage 2 get into e courses i wan.
Instead,i landed up in 1 of my last choices.
Internet and Mulitmedia Development.

I tried appealing.
But realised tat i will have 2 meet their cop 1st.

I came home,and stoned infront of the television.
I cant help but to tink wat might happen for me in e future.
I have almost zero interest in web page designing and scripting.
How am i gonna survive?



I fall asleep while stoning
And woke up abt 10mins ago.
My inner voice struck me.
"Hey!Rather den being sad over wat tat can no longer be change.
Why not look at it from another angle?
U noe tat when there's a demand,den there will be tat course.
U wont starve 2 death wif tat diploma.
U haf gotten 18 points,this is probably the best course tat u can go to.
And u noe for urself,when u hate doing something,u wont do it good!!
Accept wat u haf now and excel in it,who saes u cant be successful?!"

It enlightened me.
I guess,they r right!
No fish,no prawn,no chicken, no duck, no IKAN BILIS!
It's still ok!
As long as there's something for me,i can still survive.
Compare myself to those whom haf nowhere 2 go.
I am much fortunate.
And who noes,the next time u visit my blog,u will haf the shock out of ur life!


But still,i cant help but to tink of being in e bank industry.
Jus need time 2 adjust.