Notice tat it's friday nite and i am here blogging?
I have made a huge decision.
It has troubled me for quite some while.
Was unsure wat will happen after tat.
It might change my life,or it might not.
I guess i will be pretty much free on fri and sat in e future.
PPl who noe me,shld roughly noe wat izzit about.
Making tis decision wasnt easy.

1 year...it's neither short nor long.
haix....

I guess,perhaps e onli thing tat hold me back were my 2 cousins.
I would have made tat decision earlier without them.
This is one of e reasons to why i made e decision.
And i guess,it contributed pretty much.
Beats the purpose are e onli words tat i can possibly think of to describle it.

But from e look from it now.
I guess,i will lose them.
Although i wont want to....
But tat was e reason why we got so close.
And i guess the same reason will draw us apart.

1 Year...
tats sufficient for us to make and keep a habit.
I need 2 get used to tat.
I still do wat i am suppose 2 do be4 i haf my food.
And when problem arise,the 1st word tat came 2 mind was the P word.

Let me experience without him.
I might be back,or i might not.
he wasn't there when i needed him.
I cant keep my **i** any more...
Sorry...


Need 2 find a job be4 going back 2 sch.
Hopefully,the i will get e admin assistant job..
I am running out of money...haix.