Oh well,today has been a long day for me.
Woke up at 9am in e morning,got myself prepared at e speed of lightning(i was supposed 2 wake up at 8.30,now u noe why.) and met xh on bus 69.
She was angry..haha.
I went market and had my breadfast while she,went ntuc and bought some prunes(i haf no idea why she bought tat=.=)
Began studying at 10am at e library.
We dint tok,jus purely studying.
The onli time we tok is when she asked my some maths ques.
Cool man,i prefer tis kind of environment,no distractions,no communication.
We studied all e way,but half-way thru,at bout 2pm,she left,cos she claimed tat she haf flu..
I continued studying till 6.30pm.
I tink tis is probably the 1st time i continuously study for 8long hrs.
Except going 2 e toilet,i did not haf a single break.
Not even lunch break.
Left library at 6.30,
for me,it was still quite early,reluntant 2 go home.
Therefore,i strolled around bedok's market.
The scene of it,reminds me of a drama many yrs back.
It's called "leopard guts"
Starring Huang Biren and Li nanxing.
Li nan xing acted as the Ex-criminal,while huang biren acted as the fierce chicken rice auntie
whom contracted wif breast cancer and had one of her breast cut offBut nope,i am not reminded of tis drama due to the both of them,
But more of the 2 kids it e drama.
Kele and KeAi.
Come 2 tink of it,they r realli pathetic man.
I began walking on the streets of bedok market,
Suddenly,i was inspired 2 act!
Those lighting and scenario reminds me of the ppl who had jus been declared bankrupt,
Where they will walk on the streets looking helplessly and hopelessly.
And most of the time,the director will delibrately ask these actors/actresses to stand in e middle of the streets and fast-forward the tape.
Then u will c many passaby walking at e speed of lightning contrasting wif the actor who stands still.
To let e audience get e effect of they,being abandon by e society.
I felt jus like them!
So,i began walking pass those shops and streets looking helplessly and hopelessly.
i dint noe where 2 go,was jus walking aimlessly(yes,i really dunno where i was going!)
For a moment,i realli tot tat i had been abandon by e society.
No frens,no relatives,no goals and no MONEY!
Too add on to tat sorrowful emotion,coincidently,the songs tat was playing on my Mp3(was on shuffle mode) was songs like,
一个人生活(yi gen ren sheng huo),and 路。
And all those sad songs those sad love songs.(cannnot blame,in my mp3,majority re all sad songs)
I jus strolled around.. alone..
Thru out the whole process,while acting,i kept tinking bout the times when i was on bedok street alone.
it was when i realised tat i never in my 16 yrs, tried walking in bedok street alone.
The onli time was that time,where i was separated from my parents,due 2 the crowds.
tat was many yrs back,i was still skinny den.
Oh well,i ended my "tour" when i saw something tat draws me 2 it.
Epo sushi!
Tat was when i decided 2 STOP acting! and solve the problem of my empty stomach,it had been rumbling since afternoon.(i dint had lunch rmb?)
I bought some sushi and den proceed to bedok market 2 haf my dinner.
Ate a yam paste and a bowl of 鱼肉面粉。
It was ok~not as delicious as i tot it would be,
I den proceeded home.
When i reached home,it was already 8.15.
A couple of things i found out about myself today.
1)i haf a bad sense of direction.
2)library is indeed a good place 2 study.(except for the temperature.)
3)I can dun eat when i study!
4)I prefer 2 study alone,no distractions.
And one last thing,no about myself.
I realised tat
U can get losed in bedok,but u will nv go missing!
No matter how hard u try 2 walk,u'll eventually end up at e same building,jus different entrance.
Wat a sunday.
