Now tell me, what's new.

Experiencing the same thing over and over again makes me wanna run away.
Makes me so sian, and have absolutely no interest in doing anything.
I just suddenly feel so sian of doing anythings.
I don't feel like working, don't feel like going to school, don't feel like doing assignment, don't feel going anywhere, nor staying at home, don't feel like playing PSP,don't feel like dotaing and don't feel like talking as well.
All I feel like doing is to rot myself away.
Hence, i decided to skipped school today.
Because i hasn't touch any assignment at all.
But its not because i didn't care, nor had I not sense the urgentness.
I tried, to try and do that bit of my assignment, then,i decided to put it off to later date.

And frankly, what's new, other then me procrastinating.
So sian of me procrastinating, yet i am procrastinating to kick the habit.
I am not being lame here, but procrastination has seriously got the hang on me.

Then, what's new, with me feeling dejected,neglected, feeling over-sensitive and emo all coming together.
I had made a effort not to be so sensitive and kick off that emo habit by looking at the brighter side.
But i realize, sometimes, i tend to neglect the crucial because i thought that i was just being over sensitive.
Hmmm..This is so confusing.

S0, can life be less predictable, because i am so sick of doing and feeling the same events and things all over again.
So, i have to start changing..
Changing hurts.
Or starting rotting, and eventually rots to death.
Of maybe, i might even an enlightenment through rotting.

BOooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

Scream out loud.

Rotting have consequences, My cmsk's attendance has fell below 85%.
And more to come.



And its funny to know, when i am really in stress.
Whose willing to lend me a listening ear.
Not those that i thought i was close to.
Oh, well.