Happy Teacher's Day!

Yes,today's concert was good,i suppose many ppl enjoyed it.

But i dint.
Mostly becos for both e items,i dint do well,
At all.
And was further demoralise when they told me dat Mr wong was pulling a very long face when i sang.


But e big breadfast was fine,Did enjoyed myself during BBF.
Those eating n more eating.
The durian tat Mr wong bought was good!
And thx 2 Mdm teng tat we had so much cereal,milk and ROTI PRATA for breadfast=)
Although we were already quite bloated when she came wif the roti prata,
I still ate 3.
And 2 whoever bought the other foods,thx!!
We had so much food tat the 40 of us cannot finish them.

Went back 2 East view,
It hasnt change,
The garden,those display picture,those chairs,even the teachers,remained e same.
Mrs chin and Wang Lao Shi were e same,when i saw them,i was brought back 2 when i was in Primary sch..Those carefree years..
Saw one of my childhood fren,WEI SHI!!haha
She nv change,she still calls me by Soom Boon instead of Boon Soom,
Me 2,i still cannot rmb her name,and needs her 2 remind me of her name.
Wei shi is such a difficult name 2 rmb!
We shared the same baby-sitter,We were joking tat i had snatched all her food since young,becos of our size difference.
And went 2 the same kindergarden and primary sch.
As she is much more cleverer,we were nvr the same class,she's in e 1st,while i am in e third.
=.=
And now,she's in Ngee ann!!..haha,and i am in Junyuan=.=.
Well,she did praised me thou,
she said i look more handsome now!!LOL
Tat's indeed a compliment.
Also saw some of the person whom r in e same batch as me.
They changed!!
The girls turned prettier,and the guys turned more handsome!
Some rmbed my name but i jus cannot rmb their names.
It was great thou.


We had submitted our DnT le.
I will definitely fail
Mr Wong was there 2 help them ytd nite at mac,
I wasnt,i mean i dun even NOE he's there.
Nobody informed me,oh well.

After a long day in sch,i am finally home!!!
It's 7 already!!!
Thx 2 e Teacher's concert rehearsal.

Tmr is e day,day of judgement for our dnt.
And all i haf left now is onli 10hrs.
Strangely,i dun sense the urgency in me,
If i had,i wont be here rite?
However,i haf 2 get e things done!!!

Also,tmr is teacher's day eve already!!
[Happy Teacher's Day 2 ALL teachers=)]
Wat we had been preparing and rehearsing is for tmr.
Those amount of "6.30" tat we stayed back till[actually there was onli 2]
I am so nervous!!!
Wat if i stumble?
Wat if i goes off tune?
Wat if i say the wrong things?
Wat if...
Wateva!
Lets all c how i do tmr.!

I finally receive my Junyuan Superstar Trophy!!!
Yea!!!
ok,nth much actually,jus a piece of plastic,
but it does signified the amount of work we put in,
And,it's realli quite big!
I like it very much=)
Junyuan Superstar is onli my stepping stone 2 a bigger competition yea?

Yea,btw for Big breadfast tmr,Mdm Teng will be ordering Pizzas!!!
Woo!!Although we haf insufficient cash,but she agreed 2 top up excess=)


Today is the last day for nite class,wanted 2 go,but tis freakin rain jus wont stop!
It had been raining since morning,thx 2 it!
my feet stinks when i reached home

Last day!!sobx
Today attendance was bad,
alot of ppl dint come.
I would haf not come cos i was almost late!!
Woke up at 6.48..=.=
Rush 2 sch,and fell into a drain
But thankfully i came,if not,i would not haf received my trophy!
Jealous eh?..haha


LMAO,cyndi jus told me on msn for a song tat is sang by Jay Chou and FEI YU QING!
I was like OMG!?both of them jus dun link!

Oh ya!!!Claudia commented dat i haf darken!!
Finally some1!!!
After 5days

They r always pros and cons when u implement new things.
One such thing is implementing new rules like sending students 2 recovery rm when they r late!
Yes,for the pros,u get instant result like a decrease in the amount of late comers each days.
But subsequently,there is oso a decrease in the amount of student attending sch each day!
Since going 2 recovery room is totally a waste of my time,i might as well go other place n do my own revision.
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I dint noe i was tat Racist until today.
And tats not becos i chose 2,it's becos of wat they did dat r realli disturbing and inconderate.

Ok,i was on my way 2 bugis earlier tis morning by train 2 meet wen jie.
2 indian man walk in at one of e stops.
I was standing den,holding on to the metal bar.
Arggg!!!
One of fatter one held e same bar as me,i mean,i dint mind at 1st.
although they do stinks and looks dirty
Tat particular guy began lowering his arms and it came into contact wif mine!!
Naturally,i shifted down,Next,he began leaning his body to the bar and his body touched my hand!!
Gosh,i immedialtely let go of my hands,
And guess wat?The next thing i know, he was leaning against the pillar and chit chatting wif his frens and left no space for me 2 put my hand!
Inconsiderate ppl!!Argg!!

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Met up wif wen jie and did our study at BK.
Was doing my dnt while she did her english.
And we left the BK at bout 11.50 and went window shopping wif her.
We left bugis separately.

Reached tamp at bout 1.30.
went cs 2 play tekken for awhile

Ok,if had i chosed 2 go 2 sch,none of this sort would had happen.


While i was on e bus home,
Those "wat if" ques appeared in my mind.
Was tinking,wat will happen if i had studied abit harder and went pasir ris instead of junyuan,
Or,wat if i dint chose junyuan as one of the choices and ended in east spring.
Reflected on how i spent my pass 4 yrs,and i came into a conclusion.
I am happi,contented and dint regret even a single bit
,although JYSS sux becos of the frens i met in junyuan and the things i learnt during the past 4 yrs in sch.
5 more weeks.

Congratulations Boon Soom, you are 84% not Malaysian.

That means you're as Malaysian as...


Michael Jackson!

How Un-Malaysian Are You?

Ahem

Ever had tis strange enthusiasm 2 come online,and when u realli does,u onli find urself disappointed???And suddenly,jus felt like going offline,yet u dun wan 2?

Contradicting ar?

Becos "they" dint tok 2 u online or "they" r not online.

Haix!

Dnt,2 more days.

I wanna go offline le la..

Wateva.

There's so many things on my mind now.
SUffering.

Was chatting wif KK.
He reminded me tat we left 3 days be4 the final submission.

It's time for me 2 face reality,
I have 3days left for my folio,
And 2weeks be4 mine prelims

Isnt it awesome?
Great!?
I am gonna flunk them.
From left 2 right,bottom 2 top

Woah,had our rehearsal today.
I was not focused.
Actually,i dun realli feel like singing tis song.
I can already c ppl critizing my singing after the performance already.
Cos i jus feel weird,bring my pitch until tat high.
There's already one group,
Tis particular CCA in our sch said tat peggy,shahirah and my singing is like shit.
and is very aweful.
I was like,pls lor,if u so damn good,den ur sing la!
Wanna gif comments,gif some professional ones,dun gif redundent comments.
We dun need them,cos ur hell,sux more.
We sing using minus-one tracks,cos we r confident.
We sing solo,while ur sings in group.
If ur r not showing any respect,dun expect me 2 show any respect 2 ur either.


Christie rox!
Yes!!
And i Rox 2!=)=)

Oh well,i skipped sch today.
Cos i was late!!
And since going 2 sch was going 2 be a waste of my time,i met up wif wen jie and study at bugis de bk.
Did a amath paper,at least i learned something.
If i were 2 attend sch,i tink i will still be in e recovery room at tis time.
Going 2 recovery room is totally a waste of our time.

I dun noe wat had happened thou.
I tot i woke up at 7.45,
But when i checked the time when i was about 2 leave home for sch,
It was already 8.45.
Was my eyes playing tricks on me?
I dun noe.

But by not attending sch,its e wiser choice.
Every1 will agree wif me.
(it onli applies 2 those who studies in JYSS)

The teacher's day presentation scrip is done=)


Was listening 2 Aug 22,"A harmless podcast" by mrbrown ytd,
It's so damn hilarious!!
Gosh.
http://media.libsyn.com/media/mb/tmbs-060822-a_harmless_podcast.mp3


Gonna go for a haircut soon,but not today.
Wth,the sch expect us 2 cut slope at the back!
SO demanding!!!

The chef always taste the new recipe tat they had recently discovered themselves.
Tats 2 ensure tat their food or of best quality and 2 check if tat recipe can be work out anot.
They tested the food on their own 2 c if the results r good or not.
2 enhance the taste,
However,once they found out tat the recipe is impossible 2 be improved,they began 2 invent new another new set of recipe until the correct one appears.
Its thru hardwork or by pure coincidence.

In life, many things happen tis way 2,u gif tests 2 judge whether one is suitable and whether they r up 2 it or not.
And once u find tat they r not suitable and r not up to it,u junked or cleanse them off.
Tis does nt happens onli in academic,but also in all aspect of life.

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Had been having tis headache since this morning,
I dun noe,but certainly,it did affect mine judgement.
Wth,how can i possibly not noe wat is the difference btw real and virtual images!
dun tink i'll be going for nite classes later.

The sch had brought back its horrendous and ridiculous rules,
But tis time,its worst.
I actually felt like laughing when i first heard abt the rules.
Was like,the sch do desparate for wat?
Is our dicipline the onli thing tat is able 2 make us proud?
All i can c its jus wth.
I am not interested in elaborating on it.
It worsen my headache.
The onli thing i am worried of is the late coming punishment..its ridiculous.
Waste time.
Yes,i feel more like a prisoner den a student!

Teacher's day is approaching!
Instead of having onli one item each time,
U'll get 2 c me twice!!
[Lets rejoice!]
C for urself on tat day=)
I am actually very worried abt the items..




Human beings r indeed ironic,
I jus told some1 ytd nite,
-Watever things tat u dislike,u haf 2 share wif some1,or it will get worse when u try 2 solve it on ur own.
-It's nt wise 2 lose ur temper,cos by losing them,ppl might tink tat u r being ridiculous or childish, or petty,cos watever u tink tat they did wrong and had let u down,they may not noe.
Cos they dun noe wat u r tinking!
Sometimes,its better 2 be direct.

Yet it's easier 2 said den 2 be done.

Reminds me of an incident tat happened not long ago btw me and kun.
I remember blogging it out.
It jus involves him,leaving me 2 come back tamp on my own while he went 2 wen jie's hse 2 stayed overnite.
When i first received the news tat i will haf 2 go back on my own,i persuaded him not 2,cos there was service the next day,and both of us haf no clothes,and on top of tat,i haf smth on at home.
But i wasnt AS angry when i 1st noe tat he "pang seh"
But on my way back,as i tot more abt it,i found it more annoying and got more angry.
When he smsed me when i reached tamp,i sort of "scolded" him.
Yes,It was a small issue,but 2 me,it realli involves more den the "pang sehing" by him.
Poor kun,without noeing wat happened,he was scolded by me.

The next day,i ignored him.
At nite,i chatted wif wen jie,and told her about the whole thing.
And i know from her dat Kun realli find it nth much having 2 come back on ourselves.
I explained 2 her why i was angry,yes,she agreed 2 wat my stand was.
I was den expecting 2 much from them.
But the main thing it,Kun dun noe anything abt it.
I believe wen jie had already told him abt why i was angry den.
If not, till today, i dun tink he understands it.

Thankfully,Kun,even thou not noeing wat the mistake was,apologized 2 me.
I was also persuaded by wen jie 2 let the matter rest.
Human's relationship r like tat,the more u noe tis person,the more flaws u c in tat person.
However,ironicly,although u c more flaws,but still,u expect more from them.

Wat u c,may not be the truth.
Wat u understands abt one,may onli be the appearance.




The same thing happened today.

Yes,it has been a boring day tat i had 2 find life at the lane shop in safra!

Lazy sunday afternoon,slacked at kun's hse
Watched Kungfu hustle again.

Searched for the old cd tat we had burned.
I missed those songs.

Did a couple of amath question,
The reason why i did a couple is becos
the moment i reached the 4th ques,i was completely stucked.

Found fun in playing dota wif kun,
1v1,i was thrashed.

Was walking pass one of the void deck and saw 4 person podcasting.
I was stunned,cos
1stly,why void-deck?
2ndly,a Mr brown wannabe.

I loved national day.
I hate national day rally speech!!
Why mus they forced us 2 watch it?
By broadcasting it in EVERY channel?!?!

A word 2 sum-up
Boring!

yea!
i am finally done from editing tis blogskin!
ok,tis isnt good.
But i already tried my best
I am a noob in editing blogskin!!
And i haf no idea why at the frens section.some names can be seen,while others cant!?!?!

Well anyway,
ok,i had forgotten wat i had originally wanted 2 blog.
Tis skin editing kills me.

So farewell,
Long way ahead!
Jia you!

Shocking news!!!
My artefact is almost done without me noeing it!!
Although i will definitely get low grades for it,i strongly feel tat it's not a sub which i can excel ever since Sec 1.
but there were times where i got so motivated 2 do dnt.
Yet,i met wif lots of set backs.
I came 2 a conclusion tat i can nv do well in DnT

Mr Galistan gave a surprise visit 2 our class tis morning
As usual,he told us abt the paths we take,and the consquences.
Yea,We did get motivated.
well,at least i did.
But i happened to notice 1 particular person in our class,
Well,i shldn't mention names.
But he tinks tat he is in better position den us when he result is even lousier den mine.
To me,scoring tat amount of point for O's for him, is like scoring a 45 points for those students in Top schs.(RI,ACS,HWI..)
I jus cant stand tat arrogant look on his face.
Oh pls
Woah,i feel so bad.


Tmr is friday.
It's the last day of the week.=)
And weekend is around the corner.
It's a time for me 2 destress.

Everyone,remember 2 watch the korean drama tonite on channel u!
U'll luff till u pengz.
Finding smth 2 destress?
Watch tat drama den!

I seriously need 2 do smth abt my life!
Or else,i will definitely regret it.
And till den when i realised it,it'll be too late

I wanna improve and excel in all my subjects!!!




Love?
Gosh.

Had my english oral today,
It totally sux,
I did badly,
I jus cannot get those "lor","ya","ar" out of my language.
Die le lor..

Left wif 7 pathetic days for DnT.
And i still haf a long way 2 go.
Haven update my folio for a long time le.
I doubt i can pull through.

Tests,tests and more tests.
So many tests dat i dun even bother 2 study for them.
I had my SS test eariler dis morning and i onli did 2 ques,
2 add on 2 tat,i did them without much thoughts.
Jus anyhow scibble words on tat pathetic foolscape paper.
I even slpt while having the test.>.<
There's going 2 be a CHINESE test tmr.
Hate it man,if i had gotten an distinction,i dun even haf 2 go for her class!

Feeling so sleepy these days.
Thank God tmr is thursday,assembly time is 8.30!!!
Which means tat i can slp late or wake up late!!





I tink i am falling in love.
Shit!
I DUN WAN IT!
Stressed out.
I am already so stressed,tis is adding on 2 my stress load.
It's wrong!
F***!

Prelims is approaching.

I had started my revision.
But its not intense enuf.
I realli need 2 start on my intensive revision.
I haf lots of things 2 catch up wif.
Yea,gonna cut short on my online time.
Intensive revision starts after we submitted our dnt.

I re-do my dnt le.
Shld be able 2 finish the artefact,
but i'll haf no time for the folio..
I am probably the slowest in class,
I kept redoing my parts.
It's realli a waste of resources and time.
But thankfully,Mr Wong,still guides me along.

I am so tired these few days.
Jus feel like slping.
Woot,i slpt through during chem lesson.
Haix,if i continue slping,i'll flunk.
Wah,sometime i realli envy xs sia,slp oso can get good grades.

Time 2 get serious,
Cannot be look down by others.

I wan 2 choose where i wanna go,and wat i wanna do.

It is such a tiring weekend.
12/8 was Kian Hao's birthday,
And while chatting wif my cg mem this morning,
I found out tat he was also celebrating 2 of his frens's birthday ytd.
Such a coincidence.

Today has been a TIRING day.
I did not haf enuf slp.
Therefore,i had no energy 2 walk.
Walking in bugis was like walking in hell for me.
I had no mood 2 walk.
I jus wanna sit down and rest.
It is worst den any tireness i had,
1st time i felt so tired,
Beach Road's tang yuan quite nice btw.

It's such a tiring weekend,i gonna slp soon.
Bye.
I guess i'm gonna slp in class tmr>.<

Was looking at my frenster's testi.
Although not alot,
But it realli brings back lots of memories.
And one thing is tat,
Time flies,and ppl changed.

Totally sian,

Chinese 'O' lvl result was released ytd,
Haix,jus one more grade,and i need not retake it.
I needed tat amount of time 2 do other work,
And now,its gone.
Did not do as wat i had expected myself 2 do.
Terribly disappointed..

Broke another piece of my artefact ytd while latheing.
It broke,and i scald my hand when tat artefact dropped on my hand.
It's so hot tat when i threw it it the water,the water evaporates.
Due 2 my carelessness.
Guess i jus haf 2 gif up on my dnt.
Used alot of tat metal rod already.
Workshop has no more of tat thickness de rod.
Guess i haf 2 gif up le.
But seriously,like wat they sae,Mr wong had already sacrifice his integrity for me.
Yet i cant finish it.
I've let him down.
Sorry!

And now,i realli dun noe wat 2 do.

Woo..finally back home.

Went out wif Wen Jie,Kun and Di Wei in town on Tues nite.
I finalli bought a new bag!!!
Went Far east 2 bought it.
Hope tis doesnt spoil tat easily..like the previous 1.
But i haf the feeling tat i had been conned.
Cos the quality doesnt look good.

Anyway,we slacked around in town.
And they forced me 2 watch Click..Again.
I jus watched tat earlier tat afternoon.
It's a nice film i had 2 admit.
But i ended up slping.
Cos i noe the story line..
And we watched a midnite show.
We den took a mid nite bus back to wen jie's hse

Next afternoon,which was ytd.
Our cg played "Shi zi lu kao"
The eat food link last word 2 the next dish de 1st name one(watever)
It was certainly fun,but it was realli exhausting!!
I teamed wif Agnes,wei xiong and wen jie
We travel around clementi and Jurong East.
And ate 10 Dish!
Gosh..
We did not did not emerge as the champion after all,despite the fact tat i can realli eat!

We went Grace's hse for a short Cg meeting
It was realli short..haha.
Den proceeded 2 East coast 2 haf our dinner.
Grr.i did not eat much.
Cos i was quite full.
Yea,we played fireworks and "Wen Ji Jie Long"
The link words 1..again..haha.
Had LOTS of fun.

We den went 2 Katong there play dota wif Joel,Gab,kun and chong.
Obviously,i was the noob..
But i won when we played a standard free for all game.
Haha,we went joel's hse 2 stay overnite after tat,cos it was already 2plus le.

So,tats how i spent my 2 days.
haha,and be4 i knew it,i had spent 150bucks!
Panicking now.


be4 i sign off.
I was realli pissed during the past 2 days by a couple of ppl.
The 1st one is the Ka chiong man at the MRT control station.
He is a idiotic lame shit.
I was climbing up the stairs at orchard MRT control station.
Note:i did not climb at a slow pace.
Yet,he delibrately pushed me aside and rush off.
I tot he was going 2 meet some ppl and was late,but even so,cant he sae "excuse me?"
So rude..
Yet the thing tat realli piss me off is tat,he rush outside of e control station and ended up standing there WAITING FOR OTHER PPL!!!
GRRR..!!
I was so terribly pissed.

The second one is a lady i met in fair east.
This lady is a retard
She is also another one.
Tis was wat happen,
I was looking at one of the stores wif my cousins.
I did not noe tat i was blocking her way.
So,there she was,standing there,expecting me 2 c her when she's onli about..few cm shorter den kh..
And when i finally realised i had block her,i moved away quickly.
And yet she gave me tat face,and tat "chng" sound,and walked off.
She dunno how 2 sae "Excuse me" 2?

I met the both of them after another in less den 1hr.
Pissed.

The 3rd one is realli a Fat Bastard.
It did not happen 2 me,but the OLD man infront of me.
So,the train arrived and we were all waiting the board the train.
Although being typical s'poreans,once the train door open,we would rush in.
But however,we will always leave a space in e middle for ppl 2 come out.
But tis time,even be4 the old man infront of me could even lift his legs up and walk in.
Tat fat Bastard,who wanted 2 alight the train,pushed the old man aside immedialtely after the door is open and rush off,the angriest thing is,he need not have do tat.
Cos 1stly,tat amount of space is more den enuf for him 2 walk through!
Secondly,HE DID TAT 2 A 70+ old man!
Wat kind of guy is him?
So wat if his in a rush of time?
I witnessed it!

#$%^&$%^&
Tis left me wif a conclusion.
Black sheeps does exist.
Those mute and selfish small minority s'porean among those civilised ones.

Today is photo taking day!!!
P/S:Valer's digital cam rox..
At least,its better den e other 1.















Lastly...a random edit


Opps,GONNA RUSH OFF!!!
MEETING WEN JIE IN TOWN AT 7,30!!!AND ITS 6.45 noW!

Come back den post part 2.
GRR..

Tis anger trapped in me from all aspect of life.
Is gonna explode anytime.
Meanwhile,i'll try and control it.

Was already very down when i reached home ytd nite,
Yet my bro wans 2 pick on a fight wif me.
Was terribly angry.
Yet i had learned,from previous experience,dat i shld not go hard wif him.
I ignored him,and went 2 kun's hse.

My bonding wif my siblings sux 2 e core.

I hate 2 stay in my hse,my parents onli comes home at nite,
Often,i am left alone wif my siblings,i dun wish 2 tok 2 them,
Especially my bro,who onli toks rubbish tat i dun wish 2 hear.
And when they re at home,i cant use the com,
And i cannot study either.
COS they r AT HOME!..

Above all,i have 2 tolerate them,cos they r the eldest,
And they expect me 2 do so.
So wat if they r bigger?
They shld show the same respect tat i gave towards them,
And yet whenever i kept quiet and tolerate them,
They dun noe,and take advantage of me.
I dun wan 2 make the family fall apart.

Tolerance..Even in sch,i tolerate
Yea,every1 tolerates
But its jus not good 2 tolerate.
At times,i myself duno wat i am doing.
I jus kept quiet.
I dun wan 2 fall out wif frens.

Dint have a good slp ytd,
Furthermore,i had a nightmare.
It does not involves ghost or vamp chasing after me,
It's about smth,tat sets me tinking.
About my life,and ppl around me.
I recalled reading a book tat saes
"Nightmares r linked 2 real life events,which u r afraid of,yet,dint took much notice of it"
I knew from the start tat my mood was going 2 be affected.
Yet i told myself,it mus not affect my mood.
But,it's no use.

I dint end well ytd,and the way i started my day simply sux.
Chains of event jus struck me.
I failed my amath test..When i sae i dun mind,i am deceiving myself..
The time spent,was wasted,
The effort put in,was wasted.
And i am onli left wif 70+days.
Dnt is partially down..
I have no time 2 react


I am sorry for giving you guys e cold shoulder tis morning.
Sorry,But i dint mean it.

But tmr will be a better day=)
It's National day celebration tmr.
Happi birthday singapore!
Woah,i love Red and White
It represents our national flag.
Red Symbolises HOT,
White Symbolises SUAVE.
Not forgetting the 5 stars and the cresent moon.

Singapore is full of HOT girls and SUAVE guys.

OK..it's random.

....But it was meant as a praise.

Always bear high hopes for the next day.

I was rather distracted jus now while shopping around.
After 6hrs of walking,i onli managed 2 buy a red T-Shirt.
We walked from bugis--->suntec.
Wat a day.
Dint realli enjoyed it.

I always had tis feeling tat ppl r lieing/cheating or taking me as a float to their destination.
Tats why i am always in deep thoughts.

I realli wan 2 noe who r the hyppocrites tat acts friendly,yet backstabs u.
So far,i dun tink i haf any.
But i belif there are some.
I'll pray,for my anger management,and a having peace in my mind.
Tis thoughts r going no where good.
I haf e urge 2 flare up.
But Thank God,I controls my physical rather well.
"The saddest thing in life is getting backstabbed without noeing it."

I realli wans 2 noe,who r the true frens and who r the hyppocrites.
Sometimes, being frank can do good.
Or otherwise,having the ablity 2 read other ppl's mind r oso good.
Although it's intruding into other ppl's privacy.
At least it can allow ppl who tinks alot,dun tink much.
Dragging is a painful process.
And some ppl's presence irks me.
Seriously,i dunno why.

Tis is not being not optimistic,it's jus my way of life.
Doing reflection constantly

Anyway,tis 2 days is not a wasted 2days.
FOP and svc was fun=)

Happi 17th birthday City Harvest!
Long way ahead!
God bless!

And i bought 4 T-shirts for onli $50
I did not managed 2 buy a bag.

I have got a breakthrough in life!!

Yea!!!in e pass,when ppl disappoint me,i would feel sad.
But i dun feel as sad now.=)
Having being more optimistic,
I choice a alternate way,
Which is going for FOP!
Darn,i actualli thought of skipping it.
It shld be placed as my 1st pirority
Bad choice,which in turn disappoint myself.
God is Good.
I am sorry.
Nvm,later after FOP den ask jian kun n wen jie accompany go buy bag>.<
They are more den willing 2.
I prefer smaller groups,not large ones.


Yea,disappointments.
It is not when u fail 2 find,but is when u fail 2 find wat u EXPECTED urself 2 find.
The higher ur expectation,the bigger ur disappointments.

Dun Curse it
-The more u curse it,u'll find more reasons 2 hate it,thus,the grief u haf will increase
Dun rehearse it
-The more u rehearse,the more it reminds u of it.
Dun nurse it
-Dun try to nurse it urself,u r jus doing things tat will hurt u even more.
Lastly,disperse it
-Yea,jus forget abt it.
Let God reverse it
"Man will fail u,But God will not!"

I got it now.
Valer,it's ur turn now.

Today's Amath vector test was SO hard,tat i tink the whole class would fail except for perhaps 1 or 2.
So freaking hard man,especially the relative velocity part.
Gonna pull through and work Harder!

National day is coming!
So excited!
Kool man!
To be frank,i am not excited cos it's singapore's country,
But cos there's 2 day holiday!
2days of slacking..and relaxing,yea!

But of cos,it's singapore's birthday,being a citizen in tis country,i am happi for her 2!
41 yrs of independent,developing and improving.
Tat's the way man!
Go singapore!

Gonna control myself.
In thoughts and temper.
Grr..

Bearing high hopes for tmr.
"Thank God its Friday!"
Tats a slogan 2E5/04 used 2 sae upon reaching friday.
It's Mr vanan who told us this.

Lets c wat will happen tmr.
Tmr will be a better day!

"I will nvr ever do it!"

Today is photo taking day!!

Damn!
I losed the chance 2 stand in e middle!!!
I CANT BELIF IT!
HOW CAN I BE SHORTER THEN ZL AND BICEP!
Had been standing there for pass 3 yrs,and they SNATCH that place from me jus LIKE TAT!?!
During my most impt yr!!!
Sobbxxx..haha.

Haha,wat i wrote in last entry was actually being seen by Mrs Quek(I was actually critizing her).
Thx 2 valer..!!
Argg!!
But ok la,i noe Mrs Quek Wont mind,she is much more optimistic and OPEN MINDED den other teachers.

Had the national day rehearsal jus now,i Dun quite like the song.
Cos the key was 2 low for me,although still singable,
i still doesnt feel rite,But nvm
Kh sae peggy's voice is better den me!
Haix!
But nvm~
i Sux in singing english songs,
Better 2 stick wif chinese=)

Tmr is vector test!
I wanna,at least,for the 1st time,PASS MY AMATH TEST!!
Yes,jus a pass will be able 2 satisfy me..
At least it will bring lots of encouragement.
Not tat my expectation r not high,jus tat i have 2 take a step at a time.

Jus imagine,
"BOON SOOM PASSED!"
woohoo,tats cool.
And on e day when we received our o level result.
"Boon Soom and Kian hao got A1!!"(It is possible dun sae it's not!)
We can den show the result to Mr Ang K.S tat if E3 can do it,we can do it 2!
And for attempting 2 kick us our of Amath.
And of cos,those discouraging words he said 2 claudia.
But if we manage 2 do well,we'll own it 2 him 2.
Hmm,to get tis grade,we'll have 2 work 100times harder.

arggg!!

I am Broke!
and i dunno why,
Been getting money from my parents recently,
Averagely,$15 per day,
And i realised tat i onli left $2 when i opened my wallet jus now!!!

I had OVERSPENT!!!

Sicko,i haf no sense of money management at all.!!!

I was late today!!!Argg!!woke up at 6.55,So tot tat i might as well slacked my way,cos anyway will be late,wow,not bad ma,so far tis is the 1st time i late for tis term,there was one time OM tan rmbed my name cos i ALWAYS late,but now,he forgotten my name.
He actually called me "Upper sec BOY" when mr sliva called for a hair-check.
Reached sch at 7.40,Tat was when i took out my physics TYS and study,
Spent 2 hrs at courtyard..Did quality time study,although the environment wasnt realli good,
Perhaps the worser the environment gets,the better it is for studying?
But the retain thing like is too redundent liao.
From my point of view


Anyway,mdm salehah told us tat we'll be having our photo taking session tmr.
It's mdm salehah who told not,Not MRS QUEK!
Stupid MCQ,dunno she wat teacher 1,
Anyhow,anyhow change our seat,change 2 good 1 tat's fine.
Change me 2 a seat which i dun realli like,cos i always quarrel wif the person behind me.
Somemore jus becos Mrs Quek dun agree wif wat Mr ang had set,she gave us another ques 2 do.
I am not angry becos she gave another paper,is cos she nv inform us in e 1st place.

Anyway,saw the dunno call wat name tat teacher,
Who is in-charged of Choir,after i finished my dnt(Gossh not tt again)
Anyway,she teached me where to get the songs for national day performance.
Had a headace on wat 2 choose,cos mostly is girl sing 1,or dun haf the minus track for those tat i wanna sing,OR i dunno wat is tat song.
Anyway,dun even noe me n peggy singing duet or solo,
Stupid sch.
Anyway,i thank her for being so helpful,
but her english realli not tat impressive after all.
Google,she pronounce googal,den use alot of "Hor?".
Hmm,KK n weilun can vouch for it.

Arggg!!!i onli left wif pathetic $4 for today n tmr!!!!

I haven finish my bedok south paper!
Die.