Was already very down when i reached home ytd nite,
Yet my bro wans 2 pick on a fight wif me.
Was terribly angry.
Yet i had learned,from previous experience,dat i shld not go hard wif him.
I ignored him,and went 2 kun's hse.
My bonding wif my siblings sux 2 e core.
I hate 2 stay in my hse,my parents onli comes home at nite,
Often,i am left alone wif my siblings,i dun wish 2 tok 2 them,
Especially my bro,who onli toks rubbish tat i dun wish 2 hear.
And when they re at home,i cant use the com,
And i cannot study either.
COS they r AT HOME!..
Above all,i have 2 tolerate them,cos they r the eldest,
And they expect me 2 do so.
So wat if they r bigger?
They shld show the same respect tat i gave towards them,
And yet whenever i kept quiet and tolerate them,
They dun noe,and take advantage of me.
I dun wan 2 make the family fall apart.
Tolerance..Even in sch,i tolerate
Yea,every1 tolerates
But its jus not good 2 tolerate.
At times,i myself duno wat i am doing.
I jus kept quiet.
I dun wan 2 fall out wif frens.
Dint have a good slp ytd,
Furthermore,i had a nightmare.
It does not involves ghost or vamp chasing after me,
It's about smth,tat sets me tinking.
About my life,and ppl around me.
I recalled reading a book tat saes
"Nightmares r linked 2 real life events,which u r afraid of,yet,dint took much notice of it"
I knew from the start tat my mood was going 2 be affected.
Yet i told myself,it mus not affect my mood.
But,it's no use.
I dint end well ytd,and the way i started my day simply sux.
Chains of event jus struck me.
I failed my amath test..When i sae i dun mind,i am deceiving myself..
The time spent,was wasted,
The effort put in,was wasted.
And i am onli left wif 70+days.
Dnt is partially down..
I have no time 2 react
I am sorry for giving you guys e cold shoulder tis morning.
Sorry,But i dint mean it.
But tmr will be a better day=)
It's National day celebration tmr.
Happi birthday singapore!
Woah,i love Red and White
It represents our national flag.
Red Symbolises HOT,
White Symbolises SUAVE.
Not forgetting the 5 stars and the cresent moon.
Singapore is full of HOT girls and SUAVE guys.
OK..it's random.
....But it was meant as a praise.
Always bear high hopes for the next day.
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