Yo...i am finally back for another entry..
ha...it has been quite some while since i last blog.
Currently staying at wen jie's place,using her com,since she's away for her empire course..
Had been looking for jobs past few days.
Went 2 a job agency jus now.
Hopefully,they will contact me soon.
I desparately need a job,my parents are quite reluntant 2 gif me allowance.
I am still waiting for e phone call from cheryl,one of e person-in-charge of e talentine.
She promised 2 call me latest by sunday 2 let me noe whether did i make it for the finals.
But she smsed me ytd and told me tat e judges need more time,she will call me today.
Afterall,choosing 5 isnt easy.
Have been catching Asian games DOHA on channel 5 for e past few days.
Find them quite entertaining,and this is probably the 1st time i get so enthu into watching sports.
Those speeding ping-pong balls,dashing shuttle cocks,human fish and of cos,those rolling bowling balls.
Ahh,i'm not so impressed wif chinas winning so many gold medals.
They train from young,which means,they no need 2 study.
U noe althelics,if in any situation,u loses a part or 2,u r dead man.
Be it running or watsoeva.
But they do earn alot thou.
Singapore pays 250k for a gold medal..woah,tats 1/4 of a million.
But it's not easy,it involves plenty of hardwork and sweat.
It's realli e passion for e sports.
Shi xin hui released a new album.
Oh gosh,no way will i buy her album
For God's sake,no way can she be
SEXY!
It's her vocals tat r marketable.
Wonder wat her company r planning.
She makes me wanna puke.
Totally,bad planning,bad bad bad.
It takes 2 hands 2 clap,i wonder wat shi xin hui is tinking.
Christmas is approaching soon.
Woooo!!!!
So excited...haaaaaaaaaa.
Jus a year ago,i lived such a purposeless life.
The routine for each day r always the same.
No aims.
And i questioned myself,wat shld i do in e future?
Wat's my purpose in life?
I found all tis answers in e Word of God,the bible.
I found my purpose in life..
And i noe why am i here for.
Not jus a accident.
I tink alot.
To me,frens r important.
The closer the fren,the higher is my expectation towards him.
It's not for me 2 control.
Like wat i had always sae,the higher ur expectation,the greater is ur disappointment.
Tats realli true.
I experienced it.
If i am not even worth a few hrs of your time.
There's realli no much value in tis frenship.
They may not noe how much their presence means to me.
Perhaps is e lack of heart 2 heart chats.
But 2 me,frenship involves affirmation,sacrifice,honesty and openess.
We cant jus live for ourselves all e time.
I am not angry,jus disappointed.
Perhaps i displayed my disappointment in a wrong way.
But i am realli utterly disappointed.
To tink tat i had always tot ur will be more den gladly 2 support me.
Haaa..i was wrong,always wrong.
But thanks for "telling" me.
Read "train man" tat wen jie borrowed from her fren ytd.
Quite interesting.
And tat was also when i told myself.
It's time for me 2 do some reading.
My english sux.
