haix...

Guess u all noe wat happened today...The Junyuan Superstar..

Feeling really sad now..for a couple of things

Was already feeling demoralised when i was backstaged,cos all the sec4s wont be able 2 come down n cheer for me..thx to Mrs Oh.
My mood was already really bad already..
Den i was on staged,i felt relieved when i saw them up there waving at me,but the cheering isnt good enuf 2 impressed the judge...sian..
Very discouraged n pressurissed went i heard the cheering of other contestants..den mine was..
Depressed!!!
Den wat the judge sae really make me puke,one judge said i did onli a ok performance,said right here waiting is a UNCLE KARAOKE SONG?wat la...no right!
Den another sae i chose a safe song...its boring song la..i noe...predicted it long ago.
Cos tat song i already tried 2 hit the highest note already lor...
At lease wat Mrs Oh said makes me felt abit happi...She said she like my performance...

But coming 2 tink of it...I tink she is jus guilty over wat i said,cos she asked mdm lee 2 not allow the sec4s down!

But i really thx all those tat came 2 support me..those i didnt expected them 2 come..They really made me feel relieved and tat i am not alone...
Tat little action REALLY REALLY MEANS ALOT 2 ME!!!
Thx for coming and cheering even thou its not loud

However,i also felt discouraged,dissappointed and angry,becos some people whom i had expected them 2 come down n support me but they didnt come,i really got nth much 2 sae...Maybe ur teacher dun allow..but if u can but u did not..tat jus shows how much of a fren u r and i am 2 u...
Of cos,i am angry becos i treat them as my really good frens...
Haix...Dissappointed man..
Zl should noe who tat person is.

But there are oso some tat i thought would come and them come..I appreciated tat!=)


Mixed feeling now..

And thx guys..for promising,encouraging me tat u would vote for me!


Signing off